You are my love, you are my light, that always guides my way. Through this black maze of flesh and pain, you always push me through, if you fall fast, love, I´ll carry you, until it all comes shining through. Open your mouth sincere & slow, Lay my lips on top of yours, and every part you break me with, Surrender all your ghosts, Love, trust in the things I say.  

After the silence, after the last words. Caught in the silence. Caught in between. After the madness. After the slow shock. Before the wave hits, the flood comes rushing in. This is the bad before the worse. This is the storm before the storm. I haven’t even hit the bottom of this ocean floor. This is the bend before the break. This is the mercy not the grace. This is the proof and not the faith i try to find.

I Bruise Easily by Natasha Bedingfield

My skin is like a map of where my heart has been.
And I can’t hide the marks, but it’s not a negative thing.
So I let down my guard, drop my defences, down by my clothes.
I’m learning to fall, with no safety net to cushion the blow.

One of the things that I want to say just aren’t coming out right. I’m tripping on words,
you’ve got my head spinning, I don’t know where to go from here. ’Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to prove. And it’s you and me and all other people and I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

When darkness comes upon you, and covers you with fear and shame. Be still and know that I’m with you and I will say your name. If terror falls upon your bed, and sleep no longer comes. Remember all the words I said, be still, be still, and know and when you go through the valley, and the shadow comes down from the hill, If morning never comes to be, be still, be still, be still. If you forget the way to go, and lose where you came from
If no one is standing beside you, be still and know I am

I was so cynical just inconvincible, nobody seemed worth trusting but sure enough just when I’d near given up you appeared there among the destruction. Now it’s official I’ve lost my initial suspicions and skepticism you got me caving in; feeding the craving, I see now what I’ve been missing. Well I hope you don’t mind if I fall asleep on your shoulder now turn out the lights and let the night begin. And I hope it’s alright if you’re still mine when we’re older, cause I wont spend another day wondering what might have been

I don’t practice Santeria, I ain’t got no crystal ball. Well, I had a million dollars but I, I’d spend it all. If I could find that Heina, and that Sancho that she’s found. Well I’d pop a cap in Sancho & I’d slap her down. What I really wanna know, mah baby, mmmm…what I really wanna say I can’t define. Well it’s love, that I need. Ohh…

I’m 15 for a moment, caught in between 10 and 20. And I’m just dreaming, counting the ways to where you are. Fifteen I’m all right with you, fifteen, there’s never a wish better than this. When you only got hundred years to live 

I’ve been watching your world from afar, I’ve been trying to be where you are, 
And I’ve been secretly falling apart, I’ll see. To me, you’re strange and you’re beautiful, you’d be so perfect with me but you just can’t see. You turn every head but you don’t see me. 

You give me fever, when you kiss me. Fever when you hold me tight. Fever, in the the morning. Fever all through the night

I breathe you in again just to feel you underneath my skin, holding on to the sweet escape is always laced with a familiar taste of poison. I tell myself that you’re no good for me, I wish you well, but desire never leaves I could fight this til the end. But maybe I don’t want to win. I don’t wanna be saved, I don’t wanna be sober, I want you on my mind, in my dreams behind these eyes. And I won’t wake up, no not this time.

Tales are never just for fools. The court of conscience came before me presenting me with a heavenly angel. You took my hand and asked me, truths aside. to his questions I replied. 
Do you want the truth or something beautiful? Just close your eyes and make believe. Do you want the truth or something beautiful? I am happy to deceive you

Holy water cannot help you now, see I’ve had to burn your kingdom down. And no rivers and no lakes, can put the fire out I’m gonna raise the stakes; I’m gonna smoke you out 
Seven devils all around you seven devils in my house. See they were there when I woke up this morning  I’ll be dead before the day is done. They can keep me alive til I tear the walls til I slave your hearts. And they take your souls, and what have we done?